The Sound of a Heart Breaking

I brought our camera to film the 13-week ultrasound of our little twins. This is is moment when we discovered that they had not survived. I wrestle with the judgment of having posted such an intensely private video. I tell myself that part of the pain of miscarriage comes from the fact that though it's an incredibly common experience, most people just pretend it never happened. By leaving this video up, maybe a heartbroken mother out there won't feel so alone.